Dec. 18th, 2012

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I just want this year to end. It took you away.
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I'm weak. I always was.
I tried to hurt myself so many times. It was long ago, but I remember every scar now. At times I think about my life: it was never too shitty maybe, or something like that. But fuck, it was shitty enough to end everything. That's all because of my native talant - to burn from the inside. 'Cause yeah, it's easier to say: "I burned and ready to breathe againg" than talking the truth like: "I just was too scared to do this".
I'm still scared to call your mother and ask her taking me to visit your grave.
Forgive me, love. I'm ashamed of my weakness. I'm ashamed of my fucking self.

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